I'm really tired of all these.

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Siti Mulyana
Thanks to those who left, you made me stronger. Thanks to those who stayed, you showed me true love.

November 2012
April 2013
December 2013

Friday, December 13, 2013 ,

7:26 PM

Yeah I miss you. I miss us. I miss having you to talk to whenever I wanted. But I know I have to move on, because this is pointless.You were so afraid that I would change that I would hurt you that I would leave you and so I spent months trying to reassure you I wouldnt but in the end I was the one who should have been afraid who should have kept their guard up but for some reason I cant seem to bring myself to the point of feeling regret. I didnt change I didnt cause hurt I didnt leave…You did. I kept my promise.You can't bring back the past. It's gone. All you can do is let go, move on, and make better memories for the future.

9:02 AM

" Verbal Bullying: When someone verbally bullies another, he or she uses demeaning language to tear down another's self-image. Bullies who use verbal techniques excessively tease others, say belittling things and use a great deal of sarcasm with the intent to hurt the other person's feelings or humiliate the other teen in front of others. "

Tuesday, April 16, 2013 ,

6:27 AM

Being replaced. Have you experienced it? More than once? None? Well, let me tell you this. Being replaced hurts, so fucking much.The one you get when you, and somebody who meant a lot to you, or still means a lot to you, starts to drift away? i was stuck on you since the day we met and we go became really close friend close to the point where we depend on each other every single day for 28 months. The one you went to when you were broken. the one who listened to everything. yep. that was me once. being replaced, like everything was for nothing. nothing hurts more than realizing that you are now being put up on a shelf. The question is, “will you ever come back” or more importantly “will I stay”. yep being replaced is some sad stuff but that only means that they are looking for better and I should do the same. still hurts though.
tried talking to other guys coz i wanna try and forget you but i cant, i just cant. i hate myself for loving you too much. how can i possibly move on when i still have feelings for you. And you found a replacement that fast. sigh. i wish nothing but the best for you Halmi.I wish you didn’t want someone else. it hurts so bad.Being replaced is like being stabbed in the leg, it hurts really bad, it probably wont kill you, but it makes life difficult and unpleasant... why can't things just be the fairy tale I thought life was supposed to be. till then xoxo

Friday, November 30, 2012 ,

5:46 AM

so hello , and yeap the pichas above is all my beloved part d'12 hehehe <3 4 years with you girls , need to chase aft me to go for training just because want full strength , at times i do feel left out but when we are taking over , i glad that we can be so bonded ..... hehehe okok , i rly had fun with them despite those massive headache due to the roller coaster . but yeap , i overcome my fear naik roller coaster the extreme one omg hehehe . hehehe and yeah transformer and shrek and yeap mummy heehehhee and took pichas heheheh more pichas wif hanan ! heheheh i when nk balik time.... hati mcm vry berat.......... meet you girls soon , keep in touch and yeah , love u ols <3 and good luck for result ! heheehhehe

Saturday, November 24, 2012 ,

2:18 AM

last thursday was prom and yeah , no word can describe how fun it is... get to snap pictures wif all my schoolmate and yeah my bestfriend rly look gorgeous and handsome . mmmmsedap hehehe ok so , after that slack for a lil while wif bestfriend . i think i will let the pichas to say the word hehehe ok till here . tatatata

Monday, November 12, 2012 ,

12:02 PM

so hello there . yesterday was my first day working as a hotel lining with naziie and her boyfriend . tired but yes , fun :) ok so.... idk why but i am a happy girl now . no more thinking abt halmi . no more crying for him . just no more . finally . it tooks me 1 year to move on . i use to be thr when u need someone , use to be your listener , use to be your chatbuddy , textbuddy , use to be your talking crap partner . use to but now not anymore :') you are a great guy , hope you will meet a girl who can wait for you longer then i wait for you :p sappppppppp ceh ok till here . i shall turn in now . hehehehe ok nights tc

Saturday, November 10, 2012 ,

9:35 PM

So yeap hi , okk whr do i start.... ok so he activated back his twitter , facebook and create an instagram .. and i think he forget his promises . why must i kept my promise when he forget his promise ? why give a fuck when the other party does not do the same thing ? it take two hands to clap right . so yeap . as long as i have my friends and family , thats all matter . ok so , today is 111112 . marks our 1 year of idk what ok............ and azin ? oh cheer up ok . me and you will NEVER get back together because i deserve better InsyaAllah , insulting me and stuff . words can't bring me down . but just try if other guys were to treat your sister like how you treat me ................. then you will know how i feel ok .... ok i shall stop bragging abt this , waste my tear....... ok i think till here

9:20 PM

It's normal to complain about life. That makes us human. As long as we know when to stop, be grateful and smile again

Friday, November 9, 2012 ,

8:58 PM

Wish I could tell you everything thats on my heart, but i cant force it out

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xo. Siti Mulyana Thanks to those who left, you made me stronger. Thanks to those who stayed, you showed me true love. Gone. November 2012 April 2013 December 2013	Friday, December 13, 2013 , 7:26 PM Yeah I miss you. I miss us. I miss having you to talk to whenever I wanted. But I know I have to move on, because this is pointless.You were so afraid that I would change that I would hurt you that I would leave you and so I spent months trying to reassure you I wouldnt but in the end I was the one who should have been afraid who should have kept their guard up but for some reason I cant seem to bring myself to the point of feeling regret. I didnt change I didnt cause hurt I didnt leave…You did. I kept my promise.You can't bring back the past. It's gone. All you can do is let go, move on, and make better memories for the future. , 9:02 AM " Verbal Bullying: When someone verbally bullies another, he or she uses demeaning language to tear down another's self-image. Bullies who use verbal techniques excessively tease others, say belittling things and use a great deal of sarcasm with the intent to hurt the other person's feelings or humiliate the other teen in front of others. " Tuesday, April 16, 2013 , 6:27 AM Being replaced. Have you experienced it? More than once? None? Well, let me tell you this. Being replaced hurts, so fucking much.The one you get when you, and somebody who meant a lot to you, or still means a lot to you, starts to drift away? i was stuck on you since the day we met and we go became really close friend close to the point where we depend on each other every single day for 28 months. The one you went to when you were broken. the one who listened to everything. yep. that was me once. being replaced, like everything was for nothing. nothing hurts more than realizing that you are now being put up on a shelf. The question is, “will you ever come back” or more importantly “will I stay”. yep being replaced is some sad stuff but that only means that they are looking for better and I should do the same. still hurts though. tried talking to other guys coz i wanna try and forget you but i cant, i just cant. i hate myself for loving you too much. how can i possibly move on when i still have feelings for you. And you found a replacement that fast. sigh. i wish nothing but the best for you Halmi.I wish you didn’t want someone else. it hurts so bad.Being replaced is like being stabbed in the leg, it hurts really bad, it probably wont kill you, but it makes life difficult and unpleasant... why can't things just be the fairy tale I thought life was supposed to be. till then xoxo Friday, November 30, 2012 , 5:46 AM so hello , and yeap the pichas above is all my beloved part d'12 hehehe <3 4 years with you girls , need to chase aft me to go for training just because want full strength , at times i do feel left out but when we are taking over , i glad that we can be so bonded ..... hehehe okok , i rly had fun with them despite those massive headache due to the roller coaster . but yeap , i overcome my fear naik roller coaster the extreme one omg hehehe . hehehe and yeah transformer and shrek and yeap mummy heehehhee and took pichas heheheh more pichas wif hanan ! heheheh i when nk balik time.... hati mcm vry berat.......... meet you girls soon , keep in touch and yeah , love u ols <3 and good luck for result ! heheehhehe Saturday, November 24, 2012 , 2:18 AM last thursday was prom and yeah , no word can describe how fun it is... get to snap pictures wif all my schoolmate and yeah my bestfriend rly look gorgeous and handsome . mmmmsedap hehehe ok so , after that slack for a lil while wif bestfriend . i think i will let the pichas to say the word hehehe ok till here . tatatata Monday, November 12, 2012 , 12:02 PM so hello there . yesterday was my first day working as a hotel lining with naziie and her boyfriend . tired but yes , fun :) ok so.... idk why but i am a happy girl now . no more thinking abt halmi . no more crying for him . just no more . finally . it tooks me 1 year to move on . i use to be thr when u need someone , use to be your listener , use to be your chatbuddy , textbuddy , use to be your talking crap partner . use to but now not anymore :') you are a great guy , hope you will meet a girl who can wait for you longer then i wait for you :p sappppppppp ceh ok till here . i shall turn in now . hehehehe ok nights tc Saturday, November 10, 2012 , 9:35 PM So yeap hi , okk whr do i start.... ok so he activated back his twitter , facebook and create an instagram .. and i think he forget his promises . why must i kept my promise when he forget his promise ? why give a fuck when the other party does not do the same thing ? it take two hands to clap right . so yeap . as long as i have my friends and family , thats all matter . ok so , today is 111112 . marks our 1 year of idk what ok............ and azin ? oh cheer up ok . me and you will NEVER get back together because i deserve better InsyaAllah , insulting me and stuff . words can't bring me down . but just try if other guys were to treat your sister like how you treat me ................. then you will know how i feel ok .... ok i shall stop bragging abt this , waste my tear....... ok i think till here , 9:20 PM It's normal to complain about life. That makes us human. As long as we know when to stop, be grateful and smile again Friday, November 9, 2012 , 8:58 PM Wish I could tell you everything thats on my heart, but i cant force it out